She's out of my Life

[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life 

The Moon

I have always been fascinated by the moon. I remember always dreaming of taking pictures of it when I grow up. Now I take every chance to shoot at the moon and try more techniques to make that perfect shot. Above is a practice shot I made earlier.

My table has arrived!

The furniture I ordered finally arrived last Sunday.  Just a simple, but heavy, dark wood coffee-table with movable shelves... but I'm so happy since I designed it myself for our Samsung tv and home theater. :)

Early Birds get more presents!

The tree is 30% complete! Around this time of the year we setup the Christmas Tree and add ornaments through the weeks ahead. We setup this one yesterday and our theme for this year is White and Gold. :)

Sam's New Doo!

Saturday was Sam and Zach's Grooming and massage day!

One step at a time

It has been a while since I was able to sit down and wrote something here. Maybe because of the break up and all, I was too busy just trying to survive everyday without knowing what's in store for me the next day. Everyone has been motivating me to just move on with life and face my problems head on, but I was too weak. How does one find strength to survive when the sole reason for his survival is already gone? How will I pull through when the hands that used to push me does not exist anymore? To put it plainly, it sucks.

And then it hit me. I still breathe the same way, why can't I live after this? The truth is, I'm attached to her and I will miss all the things that we do together.I will miss her voice, her face, her hair. I will miss being her boyfriend... but it won't stop me from living. Missing someone hurts a lot, but life goes on.One step at a time, I need to get my life back. One little step at a time, I need to learn how to walk on my own, I need to learn how to run and be free! I don't know what hurts more, moving on with life without her or just falling out of love, but these are mere obstacles that I need jump over. Kaya mo yan RG, malakas ka naman eh!