My table has arrived!

The furniture I ordered finally arrived last Sunday.  Just a simple, but heavy, dark wood coffee-table with movable shelves... but I'm so happy since I designed it myself for our Samsung tv and home theater. :)

Early Birds get more presents!

The tree is 30% complete! Around this time of the year we setup the Christmas Tree and add ornaments through the weeks ahead. We setup this one yesterday and our theme for this year is White and Gold. :)

Sam's New Doo!

Saturday was Sam and Zach's Grooming and massage day!

One step at a time

It has been a while since I was able to sit down and wrote something here. Maybe because of the break up and all, I was too busy just trying to survive everyday without knowing what's in store for me the next day. Everyone has been motivating me to just move on with life and face my problems head on, but I was too weak. How does one find strength to survive when the sole reason for his survival is already gone? How will I pull through when the hands that used to push me does not exist anymore? To put it plainly, it sucks.

And then it hit me. I still breathe the same way, why can't I live after this? The truth is, I'm attached to her and I will miss all the things that we do together.I will miss her voice, her face, her hair. I will miss being her boyfriend... but it won't stop me from living. Missing someone hurts a lot, but life goes on.One step at a time, I need to get my life back. One little step at a time, I need to learn how to walk on my own, I need to learn how to run and be free! I don't know what hurts more, moving on with life without her or just falling out of love, but these are mere obstacles that I need jump over. Kaya mo yan RG, malakas ka naman eh! 

I Love you Hon, I really Do.... :'(

I Love You

by Joanna Wang

I love you, say we're together baby, you and me

I can only give my life and show you all I am
in the breath I breathe
I will promise you my heart
and give you all you need if it takes some time
and if you tell me you don't need me anymore
that our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
to make our love a little better,
ooh...

I love you, say we're together baby,
say we're together, oh
I need you, I need you forever baby, you and me

You say you hardly know exactly who I am
so hard to understand
But I knew right from the start, the way I felt inside,
if you read my mind
and if you tell you don't need me anymore
that our love won't last forever, no
I will ask you for a chance to try again
to make our love a little better

I love you, say we're together baby,
say we're together, oh
I need you, I need you forever baby, you and me

Remember when you used to hold me,
remember when you made me cry
You said you loved me, oh, you did, yes you did

I love you, say we're together, baby, say we're together, oh
I need you, I need you forever, baby, you and me.

This hurts

Fresh from a big fight with my girlfriend, i woke up with a major headache. My world was spinning with every movement. I got off my bed, lost footing, fell on a chair and then I felt two snaps from my right foot. I went to therapy yesterday and the therapist applied some electric pulse and ice pack to my swollen foot to ease the pain. Then as a joke, I asked my PT, "How about a broken heart? Do you have anything for this?". Then she replied: "Wala po eh, lalake ka naman, deal with it. You'll never find the cure 'till you face it.".