Gemini by Sponge Cola

Free!!!

It was the first time in a few months since I went out with somebody. To make it short, the night was crazy! I was really surprised of how things turned out. At home, I was still thinking of what happened that night and started to notice the big change. This RG has not been this way since a few years back. I missed this life, I miss doing crazy things. I miss making mistakes and not feeling guilty about it. Somehow a part of me misses RG who does not over analyze and over complicate things. Life itself is complicated and it is for us to make it less complicated. Right now, while I'm writing this blog and thinking about that night, with the craziness and some "risks" invoved, I just can't help but smile... an old friend is back in business. RG is back!!!

KungFu Panda

KungFu Panda
Originally uploaded by RageDevil

I love KungFu Panda! Can't wait for part 2!

Nap

Nap
Originally uploaded by RageDevil

This picture was one of the very first photos I took with my old DSC-N1 camera.

Why can't our lives be as simple as a cat's life? I guess the complexity of being a human also accounts to the complexity of our day to day lives including the stress that we need to handle. I guess our big man up there is fair enough, everything is just happening according to its own perspective.

The Man I was with You

Listen just hear me out
yes i know we agreed
when we break up we'd never give in to this need
to admit to each other
i miss you

listen just hear my cry
no i won't break my word
if i do say i miss you it would never be heard
let my heart whisper
all that it needs to

*how could you make me take a start?
then just leave me here hanging
can't even say how i'm feeling
how could you make them break my heart?
if i can't say that i miss you
let me say one last thing

#i miss him
and all the things he could do
yes/oh, i miss him
just as much as i miss you
oh, i miss him
i know you're wondering who
yes, i miss him
i miss the man i was with you
oh i would never be the same

listen just hear my voice
can you hear all the tears?
that i'm planning to hide
for the next thousand years
just as long as you know that
i love you

repeat *,#
except last line

how can a blind man find the light?
how can i find the kind of right?
how could you take away my sight?
how could you lose me in the night?
then you took away the heart in me
now i'm losing this fight
no i would never ever be the same

ooh.. ohh

oh, i miss him
and all the things he could do
yes, i miss him
just as much as i miss you
oh i miss him
i know by now you know who
yes, i miss him
i know by now you know who
i miss him
i miss the man i was with you

oh, i would never be the same

*a song by Jimmy Bondoc

Blind by Lifehouse

"Blind"

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go